For first time ever in my life. The biggest mistake.

It's really lousy of me being a shame of somethings and won't want to sound things out.

I'm glade that she as my girlfriend told me yesterday.

Yes everyone makes mistake unknowingly, even you.

But if I can't seem to realize what is happening when things just happen more than twice and no one tells me.

I'll be never be right but being wrong and getting wrong and worse wrong.

If we had talk out our dislikes on the spot, there will not be something bad that happen today.

It's the fail in communication we had... Or perhaps it's mine.

It's finally good that I do realize the problem that I'm making.

The people I hurt around.

And the hurt that I've gave you.

I don't wanna blame who, it's me I'M the one not making the effort of just sound things out.

Thinking it will be better for just holding back and not saying, NO! it's not always Jun Kai.

I'm afraid the secure and rely that I can't give you that make me worry all the things about you and around you.

I know you're independent.

But just want the secure and rely I can give you.

Just think Jun Kai, Stop worrying!

Yes I do admit, it's tempting to know what you guys were talking about when I'm not around.

Yes you do want to give her secure Jun Kai.

But look at you now, you're still a kid.

You know you love her, but what with the over effort and traditional thoughts that pull you back from yourself?

I really can't understand that part, what is wrong with you?

Is it I'm not going out often?

Is it I missed out the part with my friends?

Stop wearing a mask Jun Kai.

Maybe I'm not speaking out the thoughts FOR myself.

Thanks for the lesson you gave me my dear.

Treat me better only if I treat the way I am to you.

Talk to me like the rest...

Tell me in details.

Tell me what you think.

Tell me what you dislike.

And lastly I Promise to tell you and everyone what my thoughts is. :')

Thank You Dear. ♥

These things will never be revealing to you and the rest again.

*Take my words, I Promise.*

Theres a change in me where I didn't realize, take the initiative to realize your own Jun Kai.

It's not every time there is someone there to tell you. Wake yourself up in your own world.